save the worst for last

well here it is. the best worst day of the entire tour.

the last day.

we started off the day at 6am this morning going to our first venue and it was pretty easy going for setup and for the shows.. i let steve do the show today because there was sooo much going on with the setlist. things were not in any friendly order at all...it was really lame. like damn.
so i was back stage for this one and i was ok wit hthat being that i wanted to be around the kids. you see today is the last day that i will be seeing about over half of these people. people that have turned into my family and friend over the last 3 months, they are leaving, going home.... no not to cali but to china. back to where they long to go. and the band that i got so close to... we they only come to usa like once a freaking year! so i will never see them again mostlikey!! totally lame. DO NOT WANT! lol
so the shows went great and everything was skippy. they packed the truck up with all their gear and luggage and then got on the bus. so i went over to the bus to say good bye to all my friends and got something i didn't expect to much. hugs. :0)
now from what steve says and from what i felt from the kids ealier on is that hugs aren't something that really happens in chinese culture... which is why im not chinese i figure.. haha.....
so for me to get hugs from these people felt really good! i feel really blessed for meeting these people that have helped me adapt to new changes and a new world. like my friends in japan they will never be forgotten but im sure i will forget a name or two.. heh.
so now the last day of the tour. the last show, the last supper with my family. now im all alone, in florida with 4 days to get back to cali.
begin the worst day of the tour. im depressed.